Do girls ever miss their first love?

Jealousy “ why is he so normal even after breakup?”

At the last exam of my proff , I went out in evening and broke up for real . As usual he didn't believe it or treat it seriously. To add some seriousness I blocked him.

That's when I met a batchmate . We started off as friends but he was interested in me. I was doubtful but soon I started liking him too. I never knew I would love him so madly that one day I would have to move on.

I’m wondering about attachment and transference with the therapist and the idea of escape and fantasy? How much do you think your strong feelings, constant thoughts, desires to be with your therapist are a way to escape from your present life? I wonder if the transference serves another purpose than to show us our wounds and/or past experiences, but is a present coping strategy for managing what we don’t want to face (even if unconsciously) in the present—-current relationships, life circumstances, etc. Can anyone relate to this concept of escape in relation to their therapy relationship? How does this play out for you?

All these took up most of my second year days of college.

First few months were great . Slowly I saw myself not becoming his priority. He had trust issues ,doubts etc. Somehow we pulled it to a complete year but behind the scenes most of the months I was in tears.

Then again to crying.

Why is Elon Musk so ugly?

Then it changed into anger “ why did I have to love him?”

I was crying “ why can't he love me the way I do?”

Reels say men can't get over their first love

What is the sum of X+XX+XXX+XXXX?

I wanted to add a diary entry I had written during those proff days of second year. While reading it today I realised how difficult it might have been writing it back then… lucky him , to be loved by a writer huh

I tried to Have a new crush to move on. I was in myth that all is fine as long as I focus myself on admiring new crush .

I heard somewhere “ you shouldn't read those chapters whose outcome you already know”.

What does it feel like wearing tights?

But somewhere there too I wanted to make him jealous that someone else is getting my attention.

I got hobbies , cultivated myself. I guess at times I remember him , naah i don't remember him particularly, I remember my love for him . I regret that it was so pure and got wasted on him.

Sadness “ why can't I be happy like him”

Half Duck, Half Beaver: Scientists Finally Crack 100-Million-Year-Old Secret of Platypus Evolution - Indian Defence Review

It was never easy to decide to break up . In my head I had committed myself to him , his flaws didn't bother me , I loved him for real. What bothered me was ,me putting in efforts ,love , time and him not being able to put even love in it.

Somehow block unblock never worked , being batchmates we saw each other everyday. I am introvert , have hardly any male friends , so any news about class or anything, he gave it. After a while I thought I should let it go , Mbbs will soon end .

Soon I will be in final year. And I am still fighting this , I know someday I will stop remembering him. I am waiting for that someday.

Why is my ex still keeping in touch with me even though she dumped me?

And about the question , I guess it doesn't matter if girl or guy misses their first love or not. Once it ends, it should be closed for good. More chapters are to come , and before someone else gets the baggage of our failed first love , we should heal.

Most often women decide to leave first , and move on but it's never easy , if they have loved. They put efforts and keep tolerating to an extent that it crosses their limit and once they break , they don't look back.

Despair “ why can't he try to text me in some other way , guys text from so many apps or numbers after getting blocked”

What do you think will be the biggest factor in determining whether Daniel Penny was justified in believing that Jordan Neely had posed a deadly threat in the manslaughter trial?

I always thought first love is the guy who comes first in sequence of liking. I had a brief period of friendship appearing like relationship with a guy in early days of first year. He couldn't let his insecurities go and eventually he left me . As expected I was broken , wondering he was my first love ,how will I move on ?

Forgiveness “ he couldn't love me , it's okay, these things can't be forced”

New session of third year started. Again some new feelings stirred.

What one thing makes someone a very mature person?

Then it changed into hate

Now there is only one feeling